hearts on loose.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 10:41 PM
That sense of fear, scares me.
Guess what, i just realised i don't have a proper picture taken with Louyee. :/Anyhow, Miss Hong happily called me in the middle of my afternoon nap. You don't know how tired i am, yow. Of all the things that happened recently, tiredness is the one of the few words to describe my mood. And so, we talked for a good half an hour about issues that made our life seem pretty screwed and all. Shared with this girlf of mine, how hard am i trying to cope with life right now. Perhaps what she said was right, the both of us should really sit down and talk things out. On the other hand, i'm really afraid of facing this issue again. Many what ifs came flashing across my mind and i was indeed on the verge of breaking down. But like what both Moron and Louyee said, it ain't worth it.
Thankyou, Hong Lou Yee Louise! ♥
Oh btw, running 6 rounds at Clarence field today rawkzxzxz. Though i felt like a drenched chicken and had really bad stomache after the run, it felt good. Bcos i wasn't thinking about certain issues, instead i told myself to press on. And though i was the first female to complete 2.4, only bcos Syah wasn't running. Get well soon, love. :D
It's getting late and i've yet to do like 3 essays for Lit. I think Mrs Dass is gonna hate me for sleeping in her English class and not doing work for both her English and Lit classes. Yeah, zero for term 2's PPR again? Or perhaps i should just drop Lit and go for History. Rawr, screw it.
Goodnight.
P/S I'm sorry, sweets.
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