hearts on loose.
Thursday, February 28, 2008, 2:32 PM
And sometimes, i wonder why.
Sometimes, when i'm alone or my surrounding's fairly quiet, i start thinking and wonder where i am on this road in life. Nah, i ain't feeling emo. Just trying to think, think deep.
Ah well, skipped school today. Had a headache since the beginning of yesterday and it only got worse after the Lower Sec Sports Heats. Oh, and did i mention coming in second for the 4x400m relay? I was superly over the moon, like seriously. Especially after the guys came in first for their relay too. Man, nothing beats seeing Miss Chee/Mr Yuen so happy. I'm happy, bcos we did them proud. :D
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Dear [Fill in your name if you are one of those people],
Like what the one of you people said, it's true i don't really bother much about what you all are saying. Go on, and hate me for all i care. I'll be more than happy to keep banning you each time you tag with a different IP address. And nope, i don't pray to get first in my events. What's the point of getting first, anyway? If you hate me so much for doing well in my events, come up to my face and tell me so. You can have all the trophies and medals, bcos i don't really need them.
I kind of pity you all, bcos no matter how screwed my life may be, i have the One most high. And there's nothing better than my God. You can go on and think you're the smartest thing on this earth but in the end, who wins? I win. Bcos God's standing with me, not you.
And think, who's gonna be there when you're feeling your worst? Your friends/family can only give words of encouragement. But it's different for my case bcos my God will make me stronger, love me no matter what happens and could even send His one and only Son to die for me.
Could anyone do the same for you?
Well, i do thank you for letting me know that once again my God reigns in times of trouble. And instead of making me cry and be emo over such stuff you've said, you made me stronger both mentally and physically.
I bet you hate me even more, yeah? There's nothing i can do to make you stop hating me, and i don't intend to do so anyway.
And that's only bcos, i've won this race.
Love,
Charmaine Ang.
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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