hearts on loose.
Monday, May 12, 2008, 10:33 PM
I need a revival.
If only feelings were as easy to express as the words in lyrics, I'd send you a million copies everyday. ♥Mariah Carey - Always be my babyThough there was pretty much some laughter here and there, today wasn't much a day of enjoyment. It just feels different, altogether.
We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back, boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me
It's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
Friends; What does this term mean to you?
Everyone needs a friend, i'm sure. Someone to retard with, someone to share your happy/depressing moments in life, someone to have lunch with, someone to tell you everything's gonna be okay, someone to borrow a shoulder from when your world just seems to be crashing down on you. A good friend, is always there for you come what may.
I don't know what's up with issues in this society. People talking behind each other's back, stabbing profusely at someone and completely ignoring how the other party would feel. I know, we all ain't perfect people. No one is, except for God. That i definitely understand. Still, it doesn't give one an excuse to discriminate others right?
Perhaps what BFF said is right, i should indeed look at myself and do some self-searching before ranting at what others think/say about me. Yes, i admit i am a very loud person. Weaknesses such as being over-hyperactive, too emotional; can get very happy when i'm happy and vice versa, hardly think before i speak and being over-sensitive takes over me and what i actually wanna be. And yes, i doubt i should let comments from people who don't know me well enough to mess up my life.
Drifted off into a deep though while on the bus home this evening. Thought to myself: Why did i ever let Jesus out of my life so easily? Why am i being such a fool to only want Jesus in my life at the end of the day when my life is screwed and i need someone to seek refuge from? Why, just why am i only a weekend Christian, believes everything about the Bible and God's worlds, but hardly apply it in my life? It's a pity, to have wasted my life away like that over and over again. There's so much in this world, so much to see, do and feel. I shouldn't keep hanging on.
Well, came to a conclusion and i'm giving myself a time limit to end all this nonsense in my current screwed up life. I want to live a life for Him, i want to be someone different, i need a revival, i need to surrender, i need to learn to take things easier. I need Jesus into my life and i believe He has a future planned out nicely for me already. So yes, i know can make it through this high tide once again.
Only because, my God is mighty to save.
Labels: friends, Jesus, thoughts
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12