hearts on loose.
Sunday, October 05, 2008, 11:10 PM
Ironically
And the seventh thing i hate the most that you do, ♥You made me love you.
You are such a.... #$#^(&*($%@##@$@#%^%&.
Okay, i feel better. (not)
I need to relieve stress, the songs i'm listening to ain't really helping.
I wanna breakdown. I don't wanna study anymore. I need to go run 2.4!!!!! I need Your loving hands to come pick me up. I don't wanna miss another thing. I think i'm a fool again. I'll still wait for you, even if you forget i'm waiting under the rain. I can make it through the rain. I'll hold tighter onto my faith. I know i'm strong enough to mend. I'm too lost in you. I'm getting out of my mind. I can't break the spell. I need to stop trying so hard. I wanna know if you'll be there for me like the way i'll be there for you. I can't let go. I've got no more strength. I need You. I'll hold on, don't let me go. I can't understand. I feel like dreaming, but i always wake up. I remembered every single teeny weeny detail. I'll still love You, no matter what. I wish i could save you. I'm sorry i'm bad. I'm sorry for all the things i've said to you. I know i can't take it back. I love the way you make my world go round. I hate that i love you so. I know i'm selfish, but i don't really ask for much. I know i'm neither smart or cool or pretty enough. I know she's everything i'm not. I know the pieces don't fit anymore. I know it's too late to apologise. I can't fight this feeling anymore. I could get used to this. I stand before You. Your love is all i need. I know You can make me whole again. I know that You are faithful. I will be patient. I wanna spend eternity with You. I need to learn to be at peace. I don't wanna lose You. I can do nothing but thank You. I'm nothing without You.
Someday, we'll know.
(and yes i know my words contradict itself)
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12