hearts on loose.
Sunday, June 14, 2009, 11:00 PM
Pokerface
Jamie: You'll have to promise you won't fall in love with me.Lendon: That's not a problem.
~A Walk To Remember
I don't know why but there's this weird fuzzy feeling churning inside of me right now. So many thoughts running through my mind and i'm honestly getting tired of all this. I know sometimes God allows us to go through painful experiences to equip us for ministry and to comfort others who later go through similar experiences. But it's just impossible to use those words to comfort yourself, no? Talk about forgiveness. It's expected of you to forgive and perhaps forget. But it's the things that hurt the most that's haunting you like your own shadow - it never leaves. I feel like ripping all of those masks off their faces and reveal the one true thing beneath all those lies. It's those moments where you know you're left with no other option, so you just sit there and wait for the storm to come wash you away. When your heart runs dry and though you seem perfectly normal(and insane perhaps) you're actually struggling to live with that dagger right in the middle of your heart. I'm sorry i sound so ARGH. But then again, is it my fault i have feelings, actions and reactions?
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit." Psalms 34:18
Lord if You're willing, please take me away.
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Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12