hearts on loose.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009, 9:47 PM
Sucks to be me
Sometimes, it hurts to hope. You keep holding out for something to happen, even though something deep inside you already know it won’t, but you just keep hoping anyway.Reasons why my life sucks:
1. I keep falling sick
2. I feel so friggin out of place.
3. Camp's gonna be shit cos...........
4. The only consolation i get: group leader is my sister's boyfriend.
5. FML.
(+ some other reasons you don't have to know.)
Sorry, i just can't help but to be down and feel like the whole world's full of shit. I'll be optimistic when i feel better kthxbye.
edit at 2200: I cannot believe this is happening. My heart feels as if someone had stabbed it till there's nothing left. I can't breathe. I don't know what to do anymore. Why is it so hard being sixteen. They say blood is thicker than water but i honestly doubt so right now. If they could treat us like this, i cannot imagine how outsiders would. They got me so speechless. Is vengeance really stronger than family? This is never going to end..
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Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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