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Tuesday, March 04, 2008, 10:38 PM
It actually ain't okay, when i say i'm okay.

If you could see, what i see.
If you could feel, this tenderness i feel.
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What's there to expect, from a 15 year old to be?

It ain't easy being me, if you'd try. No matter how hard i try to satisfy your needs and be someone that's worth being respected and loved, it just doesn't seem to work. I'm not asking much from you, if you'd realise. All i'm asking is for you to show some concern and not treat me like someone who's just your comforter when you're upset. Some concerned being asked me, "What happened to you two again." And all i could do is just shrug my shoulders. Bcos i simply can't find an answer to that question i've been asking myself since like forever. Besides, i doubt you even realise i'm feeling like crap now. So go on, and continue behaving like nothing happened and i'll just be the one trying my very best to fake a smile in front of you.

And sometimes i wonder, what am i doing in my life?

P/S I need to breathe.

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