hearts on loose.
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 11:30 PM
In His name,
Everytime I feel afraid, I'll hold tight onto my faith. ♥A life changing lesson learnt + New perspective = THANK GOD!
Bus ride home today made me think about certain issues in life. I realised there are many things in life i try very hard to get hold of; to get what i want or what's best for myself and often neglecting the needs of other people around me. I've never thought how others would think of me, especially as a Christian, an ambassador of Christ. Perhaps the thought of 'say what they want, cos they don't know me' has gotten too much into me that made me think it's okay to be the way i am right now. But in actual fact, it ain't okay. I wanna be someone worth looking up to, worth respecting and most importantly, worth it of His love.
Well, a sudden realisation of losing a really close friend drew upon me recently as well. It's been a pretty long time since the both of us talked and all. Acting like strangers when we walk past each other and simply ignoring the presence of the other party when the both of us happen to be amongst the same group of people. Perhaps i should make the first move and go start a conversation. But the thing is, i've got some sort of feeling that this friend of mine hates me. :/ I don't know, at least that's what i think or perhaps what seems like it is. Anyhow, i don't wanna lose a friend like you. I don't wanna lose you.
Okay, i'm not being emozx. Just thinking, think deep.
Shucks and i just realised i've yet to take a decent passport photo and make my IC!! *Bangs wall* Ah, shall go do it tomorrow/Tuesday then. :/
Aites, i'm tired.
Goodnight!
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12