hearts on loose.
Saturday, January 10, 2009, 10:55 PM
Broken Strings
Oh it tears me upI try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
Sometimes when no one hears, someone else does, without you knowing it:
i. Have been thinking a lot about issues on change + masks.
ii. Matt talked about it today.
iii. A song was playing in my head during service.
iv. It was the closing song.
v. Jesus knows.
Dear God,
where are You? I need some answers, pretty much desperately. I really can't do this on my own. I'm not strong enough. This series of change is much more difficult than i thought it would have been. Search me, and know my anxious thoughts. Give me clean hands and a pure heart. I know You hear my cries, but why aren't You responding? I don't want to trust my heart anymore. I need You.
I held it all back, until i wrote your name under my prayer list.
Oh the irony.
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12