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Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 6:35 PM
Fireproof my heart

"Fireproof doesn't mean that a fire will never come, but that when it comes, you'll be able to withstand it."

I spent my day at home on Facebook, doing some online window shopping, resisting the overwhelming temptation of spending unnecessary cash, and best of all - watching a movie in my own bedroom with comfy pillows. I like this.

As i was watching the movie, i thought of two people. The first one - someone whom i used to be more than just friends with. I've loved him the wrong way and that's still something i regret. I'm pretty thankful we're still friends though, at least there's still a possibility that i could share the gospel with him. I'll never stop praying, and just leave the rest into His good hands. Well as much as i though i had a tough time dealing with my feelings towards the first person, dealing with the second one is much more difficult than i would have expected. It seems like a cold war we're in and the both of us seem oblivious about it. Or perhaps we do realise it, just that we ain't doing anything about it. I don't know. I want to know how you feel, but you never seem to want to do the same. So tell me, how am i supposed to think, do or even feel right now?

Love is a shelter, in a raging storm
Love is peace, in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight, but it's something worth fighting for

So come back to the start, and you'll see me there, waiting for you.

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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12