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Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 6:35 PM
Fireproof my heart
"Fireproof doesn't mean that a fire will never come, but that when it comes, you'll be able to withstand it."I spent my day at home on Facebook, doing some online window shopping, resisting the overwhelming temptation of spending unnecessary cash, and best of all - watching a movie in my own bedroom with comfy pillows. I like this. As i was watching the movie, i thought of two people. The first one - someone whom i used to be more than just friends with. I've loved him the wrong way and that's still something i regret. I'm pretty thankful we're still friends though, at least there's still a possibility that i could share the gospel with him. I'll never stop praying, and just leave the rest into His good hands. Well as much as i though i had a tough time dealing with my feelings towards the first person, dealing with the second one is much more difficult than i would have expected. It seems like a cold war we're in and the both of us seem oblivious about it. Or perhaps we do realise it, just that we ain't doing anything about it. I don't know. I want to know how you feel, but you never seem to want to do the same. So tell me, how am i supposed to think, do or even feel right now? Love is a shelter, in a raging storm Love is peace, in the middle of a war And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door No, love is not a fight, but it's something worth fighting for So come back to the start, and you'll see me there, waiting for you. Labels: thoughts |
![]() Charmaine is God's Child. "Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life." -Proverbs 3:12
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