hearts on loose.
Saturday, March 21, 2009, 11:24 PM
Stars
Dear God, i know i haven't exactly been that good girl You want me to be. Still, is it too much to ask yet again for answers that i've been longing to hear? I come before You tonight in humility and ask for Your forgiveness. It's hard being sixteen(soon-to-be), especially with everything that i've been facing all these while. I try so hard to put up a strong front, but the heart doesn't lie. It really does hurt. I've been wanting to salvage certain relationships with some of the closest people in my life. But as the saying goes,"It takes two hands to make a clap." It's not gonna work out, unless the other party makes an effort too. I really don't want to lose that someone. Thing is, every time i pick up the phone, punch in those numbers(which has already become part of my memory), i don't know where to start. Wipe out this fear that's consuming my heart, Lord. I'm leaving this at the foot of the cross, and into Your hands I WILL commit again. Even if i don't understand, or when i can't see the plan, it's Your heart i'm gonna trust. I've planted the seed, now, it's up to You to see to its growth. 
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12