hearts on loose.
Sunday, July 26, 2009, 12:24 AM
More than this
There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
I had a great day despite the terrible headache and flu and sore throat(which got better towards the end of the day btw). Felt like crap in the morning and was on the verge of breaking down, but i guess i felt so numb until those tears couldn't come out in the end. Was intending to mug the entire afternoon before heading for Project P but the headache made it a failed plan. Had a pretty good rest on my darn comfy sofa instead and it felt really good for once(considering all those sleepless nights). Cab fare to bpj caused me fifteen bucks and i could feel the heartache. But it was worth it. BECAUSE MISS ANG HERE WAS NOT LATE HAHAHA. On top of that, tonight was the best and i would like to keep it that way. :)
Oh and i think i'm ironwoman(if it exists) or something. I haven't had a decent meal for the entire day and i don't feel like dying. The only thing that went down my throat was water, lozenges, bread, choco cookie(omg ultimate killer for my sore throat pls but it was sooooo good hahaha), BRAND'S chicken essence - plum flavoured(!!!), bottled milk tea and 2 pieces of strawberry. Coolz or what.
Pictures on FB tmr. Anticipate peopleeee. :)
edit:
I think i've been thinking too much these few weeks. There's so many things i want to say to so many people. So many times i wish i could make the clock go anti-clockwise and press rewind on the tape recorder of life. But then again, what has happened already happened and there's no point going back to salvage anything. So build a bridge, and get over it. Thing is i really can't get over certain things. Not that i regret not doing certain things but i regret not doing it well or even handling it properly. And yet again, when the words "it's too late char" keep ringing in my mind, i knew there was nothing else i could do. I think i don't make any sense and i'm getting sleepy. Goodnight.
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12