hearts on loose.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009, 10:53 PM
Stragers
If i were to plot a graph based on what we've been through, i'd fail it. Simply because it's pointless.
I'm still fascinated about the way we treat each other when we cross paths along the corridor. My lips are sealed, my mind's shutting off, my heart's turning cold. But i guess it all doesn't matter anymore. No matter how much i wish things would turn out differently, it has already reached the point of no return, and i'm getting used to it. People don't change, for obvious reasons, they hold on to something that's not worth fighting for. Perhaps i'm too emotional, sensitive and have a vivid imagination which often leads to unnecessary heartaches. Despite all that, i'm glad i have failed and feared. And indefinitely, i'm still learning to fall - to pick myself up along the way. The fact that i can actually feel the pain, reminds me that i am still alive and that these setbacks are really nothing compared to other greater things. With time to come, i'm sure i will walk out of this shadow, because there's nothing my God cannot do. On a side note, i'm beginning to develop a strong aversion for blogger. It never fails to disappoint me. Xanga/livejournal ftw. \m/ Goodbye.
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Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12