hearts on loose.
Sunday, April 26, 2009, 11:09 PM
Nincompoop
Broken heart one more time. Pick yourself up, why even cry? Broken pieces in your hands. Wonder how you'll make it whole. You know, you pray. This can't be the way. You cry, you say. Something's gotta change. And mend this porcelain heart of mine. Someone said "A broken heart would sting at first then make you stronger". You wonder why this pain remains. Were hearts made whole just to break? You know, you pray. This can't be the way. You cry, you say. Something's gotta change. And mend this porcelain heart of mine. Creator, only You take brokenness. And create it into beauty once again. You know, you pray. This can't be the way. You cry, you say. Something's gotta change. And mend this porcelain heart of mine.---
Oh, look what you've done.
You've made a fool of everyone.
Guess what i had enough of this shit. I had enough of x. I feel so friggin ARGH and that thinking about this whole shit makes me want to punch a wall because this whole shit is just full of shit. Go ahead and say that i don't have the right to be angry but have you ever considered how i'd feel. No you could never be able to comprehend. Because you are not me and you would never . x left me waiting for so friggin long for some sort of explanation and yet it never came. I hate it when people don't keep to their promises, Good job, x, now i feel like a downright fool and infinity times dumber. Honestly, i never knew x would be such a person. But know that i know, x had better keep a distance from me. I don't know what shit i would do since x first started all this shit that made us all feel so shity. And no i'm not going to go away cos i did no wrong. Not that i want x to leave either but just get out of my life please i don't want to see you anymore. I know this is such a bad testimony but i've already tried so hard and prayed so hard. I just can't do this anymore. God please take me away. )':
I've fallen into this slumber for way too long. Wake up.
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Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12