hearts on loose.
Monday, November 03, 2008, 9:45 PM
Almost
And when the earth fadesFalls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
What can separate me now?
I was late for the first lesson of the day, exchanged really funny smses with the head prefect on the way to school, laughed at something smelly(inside jokeeee heh), ended up outside the classroom for half an hour, did POA while sitting outside the classroom, am thankful this crazy girl was able to resist the temptation of lying down and not ruin her reputation or throw my face away(direct translation from chinese), attended every other lesson which includes Chinese, please say you are proud of me(!!). Met up with the Sister after school and she treated me to Subway! Was supposed to visit Grandparents after doing some shopping, but little did we expect the two folks to be away. Oh well, so much for surprises.
And just when i thought today was gonna be one of those better days, something just had to happen and make me so upset. K, perhaps this has nothing to do with me and i should jolly well mind my own business. But look, i can't just sit back and do anything alright. Thing is, i know if i ever did any confrontation, my dear friend would end up being hurt once more. Dear friend: I know i've said this before but i'm gonna say this again. It hurts to see you being hurt, especially when it ain't the first time this is happening. Honestly, i think guys like you have become extinct already. But please, don't let yourself be that puppet. No tears, no joy, no nothing. You're not a disappointment, just.. someone that has lost his way. After hearing all that you've said, i don't know how you have managed to pull through this far. I guess each has the rights to make their decision, and if its what you want, you know we'll support you all the way. In the midst of this all, i pray that you will remember there is someone up there that's always watching after you. He will never abandon you, especially at times like this. Sometimes, we ought to think why we ended up at this dead end. He gives you the freedom of choice. And now that you're back at the crossroads, do think about it and of course pray about it. P/s Know that He loves you. And we do too. ♥
On a brighter note, a ninja popped by from Rockhampton and said hi. Thing is, where the sam hill is Rockhampton?
Hate is a strong word, that i know.
I hate anticipations.
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Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12