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Sunday, November 02, 2008, 8:28 PM
Gravity

I cant seem to get a hold of myself
Can't even explain what goes on around me
I know that I learned from all my mistakes
But it's too late to change and now its time to walk away
This is goodbye.
eunice. says:
hearts were made whole, just to break. (:
Yesterday was awesome to the max. I liked the way WG was filled with so much laughter to the extent that i actually laughed so hard till i teared. Finally managed to have a proper(k maybe not so proper cos i only had chee cheong fun) meal before service and my stomache didn't show any signs of protest throughout service. Oh and the highlight of the day: Sheepsheep! Honestly, i think he made my day and really put that smile on my face for the longest time(all that i can remember of), especially after the series of unfortunate events these few weeks. Along with encouragements from various people whom i like to thank as well: BFF, Mr Imran aka Daddy, ACB, Jerrold, Da ge and My-Eunice. Xie xie ni. ♥

Alright, i know i've been a really bad girl recently. And yesterday's sermon came in pretty much very handy. Philippians 2:5 says, "Your attitude should be same as that of Jesus Christ". Indeed, that's a hard fact to swallow. But what to do? I want to please God. Don't wanna live in denial no more. Don't want to fail Him again. So please give me the stare whenever i start doing something that's seem to be unpleasant in His eyes.

K, i can't get over it. Everytime i feel a little closer to getting over it something has to remind me of it all over again. I know this sounds stupid but i scroll a little faster down the list just to avoid looking at your name. Yea you may laugh your ass off now. Oh wait, it slipped off my mind, you don't actually care, do you? Honestly, you have no idea how many people care about you. Or for the matter of fact, worry about you. I cannot comprehend what has become of you. Perhaps it's a question i'll never ge an answer to. But don't you think this has gone a little too far? Three weeks dude, 21 days. You know who to talk to if you ever have a problem, don't push those people away.

Oh the irony.
What would Jesus do?

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