hearts on loose.
Thursday, November 06, 2008, 6:45 PM
Lost
It's okay to be angry and never let go It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
But it's okay.
Your mind is a dangerous thing, and your heart even so.
-Nicole Tee
Obama Obama Obama. ♥
(PS: TKAM does wonders.)
(PS: TKAM does wonders.)
I had an awesome day. Despite people giving me a second glance because of the very fact that i had a swollen eye and had to wear spectacles to school, 2 hours of lesson cancelled and practically only had an hour of F&N left, i had a nice talk with BFF/Mavis, realised that she is a very nice girl whom very much behaves like the head prefect(in the crazy/hyper-active sort of way). Attended F&N lesson with BFF and Syah, laughed our ass off over the smallest things, did work and i felt good for achieving something in school today. Spent a good two hours laughing at a handful of teachers doing ridiculous things like rooooaring, plant craze and inspirational talks on the twenty-first century. Perhaps this is what they meant about the other side of teachers you'll hardly ever get to see. I think i'll miss Queenstown Secondary School, very much in fact.
Anyhow, i ought to thank BFF for today. From the opportunity for me to step into the Staff Room(aka the 'out of bounds' zone), witness something behind the scenes, to big heart to heart talks at our 'favourite' place. The Sun up there tortured my eye and made me perspire so much like a unclosed tap as we made our way to our secret hideout. Lunch was sinful(considering how healthy Miss Choong's lunch was), but i enjoyed talking to this awesome bestfriend very much. It's funny how God puts people in your life whom you can relate to so much, like this. I guess God is indeed a very fair God. He gives and he takes. I'll just have to learn to cope with those things i've lost. Not to mention learn to be a better Christian. I thank God for helping me to resist the temptation of the laptop in front of me at ten every night, putting aside every thing i am doing to do my QT. I thank God for speaking to me through these three nights of intense QT. I never knew there was so much i could learn from.
God spoke right into my heart.
And i shall leave it that way.
stands up and proclaims: it's a good day.(thank you, BFF.)
Labels: Jesus, joy, NICOLE TEE, school/friends, thoughts
Charmaine is God's Child.
(I am far from perfect. But i will be perfect for that imperfect someone who is perfect for me.)
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"Above all else, guard your heart, for its the wellspring of life."
-Proverbs 3:12